Dear New York, (pt.2)

It has been a month since I first saw you. Some things has been very familiar — your smell, your lights, your songs. However, it is still weird to call you home. It is still hard to believe that you will be the place of a small Alphani wander for the next two years, at the very least.

Do you remember? We have had a deal since the first time I met you, you can break my heart as much as you want, but you need to remember to mend it whole again as a beautiful heart, with all the beauty that you have.

Do you remember how much I try to love you by playing the Empire State of Mind song over and over again? or do you remember how I try to brace myself of all the heartbreak you’ll give through the song of “This City”?

Well, it has been only a month, but somehow those songs has come true. You broke my heart crazily that it was hard to breath some times. However, you are also where all the dream starts to come true, where I could smile when I see the lights shining in the streets.

Hey, do you think this is too fast to say I am starting to put my heart on you now? Is it okay if I say, I will try to love you as much as I can’t help to be? Will it hurt? and.. will you be there for me whenever it hurts?

New York, now that you made me fall in love, could you fall in love with me too? Could you take care of this little girl, lost and all alone in your big heart? Could you promise that you will always be with her, through all her happy and sad tears?

I hope you say you do, as you know? I dont think i could bear another heartbreak alone; i dont think i could bear to be broken, again.

Hey, let’s fall in love together would we?